I'm a 21 year old bachelorette enjoying life.
I've been hurt real bad and now I'm showing you that in God's grace you can stand up again no matter how hard you fall
Working in an IT company.
In God's time I'll meet my God's best, in God's time I'll be ready for a new relationship.
For now, it's just me, myself and I.
Feel free to get to know me, I'm willing to share my life with you :)
Hello Tumblr!
It had been quite some time since I last visited you and posted :) I was pretty much occupied with someone and with another online letter :)
It’s been a lot of fun for the past few months , gone through a lot of adventures with my Nini :)
It had been quite long and had to revisit some posts that were buried down deep.
Will try to keep this blog alive (hopefully!) and keep you posted. For now I need to force Nini to sleep early, he’s quite sick :(
PS. preparing my things for my trip to Japan :)
You know who you are, the boy who put a smile to my face and makes this beauty bloom. :) I’m glad dad finally said those words of blessings, that all he’s ever asking you to do is take care of me. You just don’t know how much it means to me, it was his first time to say those words.
Just hang-on things are going to be fine, just a little more time. :)
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13 “You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.
14 “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.” - Mt: 5:13-16
Lately this verse has been hunting me. Before the week ended, I had been experiencing a lot from work that I started to question why people act or treat others that way. Then one person told me “just be the Salt and the Light to those people”.
All I ever felt was, I’m not sure if I’m ready to be others “Light” once again, I lost my faith 4 years ago and I’m just starting again now. How sure am I that I can deliver well for my Lord when my foundation isn’t that great yet. I know back in HS I was able to talk to some unbelievers and in God’s grace, I was able to bring 2 people near to God through His words and constant prayers. They now actually thank Him and pray to Him every single day of their life.
When I heard the word “Light” all that came into my mind was “I can’t do it now” or “can I just give up?” since I had been experiencing a lot of things right now that I feel tired and that I feel like everything is too fast. I had been doing all for His Grace for only 7 months now and now I need to be the “Light” when others take about 1-2 years before they become the “Light” for others. Until the next day, a friend of mine tagged me in a note, containing these words:
Charles Spurgeon had this to say:
“If Jesus is precious to you, you will not be able to keep your good news to yourself; you will be whispering it into your child’s ear; you will be telling it to your husband; you will be earnestly imparting it to your friend; without the charms of eloquence you will be more than eloquent; your heart will speak, and your eyes will flash as you talk of his sweet love.Every Christian here is either a missionary or an impostor. Recollect that. You either try to spread abroad the kingdom of Christ, or else you do not love Him at all. It cannot be that there is a high appreciation of Jesus and a totally silent tongue about Him.”
I guess He does not choose how long a person has served Him in order to share His Word. I guess He does not hand things to you when He does not believe that you can do it.
I am trying to keep my ears open to listen to Your Will, but is this Your Will? That I should not only be the Salt, that I am already ready to be their Light?
Something that I need to pray more of specially for the strength to do this and to seek answer from. Being the Light isn’t easy because I know I am not that well versed yet with His Word and there will be a lot of rejection that I will be encountering for the coming days and years.
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